I'm sitting on the floor trying to think about what happened these past few days.

Jeremy 'ran away' again. I think that was last Friday? He took our luggage and exited the hotel room without us (me, Yaya, Sarah) noticing. He was remarkably fast. When we finally realized that the rooms were quieter than usual, we began searching everywhere for Jeremy. I asked a cleaner if he saw a boy wearing a black shirt and he said that he saw a kid with a disabled tag around his neck. The cleaner also mentioned that he helped the kid get into a taxi because he was disabled and assumingly needed help.

How dumb can people get? The concierge blamed us for not keeping a good eye on Jeremy. Fine, we didn't do what we were supposed to do but you DO NOT let a disabled child without any adult get into a taxi. We made a couple of police reports. Contacted the airport police because the three of us knew he would go to the airport.

So Jeremy was alright. Apparently, the taxi driver left Jeremy at terminal 2 (Singapore Airlines) knowing he had no cash to pay. The taxi driver committed an irresponsible act--leaving Jeremy alone. Again, how dumb can people get? I'm not saying I'm the brightest moron around, I'm just saying that some people need to knock some sense into themselves. By the way, Jeremy was almost on his way to Germany.

None of this would have happened if we kept a good eye on my brother.

Now, I'll talk about Saturday. I don't remember anything that happened last Saturday so let us all forget about me telling you what happened on Saturday. My English is becoming horrible.

I thought 26th November would never come. It did and now it's over. Right now, I'm sitting on the floor with my mom’s laptop on the bed. The house went through major renovation and I can’t recognize it anymore. When I sit down on the couch and look at rooms that are the same, I don’t know… it doesn’t feel like home. Maybe it is a nice place to live in. Not really a place to call home.

When I left Singapore, I didn't cry much. Last night, my mom told me not to hide my emotions and said it's okay to cry. So I cried the whole night. Damn, I couldn't stop the waterfalls. I wanted to be sedated. I don't like crying :\

I miss Singapore.
I miss my friends!
I miss Trellis Towers.
I miss you.

Thanks to everyone who went to Changi airport yesterday. Love y'all <3

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