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Patricia. i love the sea but i hate the beach. big difference.


talk time




no, you tell me

Amanda, Caris, Chee Tong, Chin Wen, Elizabeth, Fang Ee, Freya, Georgia, Geraldine, Hakim, Isabella, Ivan, Jun Khiang, Katty, Leena, Loza, Mao Jie, Marissa, Melissa, Miao Ying, Nadiah, Patricia, Samantha, Sarah, Starnia, Teoh Guan, Wei Lin, Yi Zhen, Yu Ling

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credits

the picture was found on friendster. waw.



Thursday, June 29, 2006


i hate our new schedule.

geography first thing in the morning?
tanny koh first thing in the morning?

okay, we'll be the ones ruining her day.

who cares.


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Saturday, June 24, 2006


went out with miguel and cerise last night. it was fun. i was laughing a lot. miguel is funny. so we went to plaza singapura and watched a movie. then went to starbucks. then went home.

i'm confused.


8:00 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006


aww we're so pretty. *coughcough* HEH.
bestfriends.
she's weird. i'm weird. we're weird. SO?
she was acting strange again.
addicted.. kinda.


11:50 PM
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okay, they just left. well. we're done with the science project. FINALLY. we still have literature. crap. aww crud. first two periods: math. hmph.

i don't wanna go back to school. seeing my friends would be the only good thing. YAY. i'm gonna see them again.

YAY ness.


11:30 PM
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Saturday, June 17, 2006


oh brother.


10:42 PM
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100 things about me x)

1. i love music.
2. i hate yellow and orange skittles.
3. i love my guitars.
4. i think ricardo kaka is hot.
5. i think he's hotter than beckham ;p
6. i hate twits.
7. i am not a teenie.
8. nor am i a teenie bopper.
9. i am a christian.
10. i don't get why people don't understand that catholics are christians.
11. and that not all christians are catholics.
12. i get bored easily.
13. i eat when i'm bored.
14. or i go online.
15. i'm bored 90% of my life.
16. i stay up late to watch football.
17. i lack sleep.
18. i've been the same weight as i was 2 years ago.
19. so imagine how big i was then.
20. if i ever hated you, i'd be so mean to you.
21. you'd wish you never met me.
22. i have no idea what i'm typing.
23. i'm typing this out of boredom.
24. or lack of sleep possibly.
25. i'm going to make sense.
26. starting..
27. now.
28. i like going around.
29. i don't like stupid people who act stupid.
30. i like being alone at home.
31. i hate crying.
32. i love big cameras.
33. i love small cameras the same.
34. i'm a righty.
35. and an innie (:
36. i love the people who stay up with me.
37. i love the people who talk to me.
38. especially the times when i'm not feeling well.
39. i don't like snobs.
40. although i think they're cool.
41. i don't think i'm making sense.
42. even if i do, i'll keep typing.
43. i hate my computer.
44. though i love it all the same.
45. my diets last for 5 minutes.
46. i'm in love with chuck taylors.
47. i hate math.
48. even though i'm good at it.
49. i don't take mother tongue.
50. and i'm usually bored at that time.
51. i eat at the canteen when i'm not supposed to.
52. and i'm hoping a teacher doesn't read this.
53. i snip off my collar buttons.
54. i fold my skirts.
55. i wear ankle socks.
56. and i keep my fringe long.
57. i hate being the class monitor.
58. i hate taking responsibilities.
59. i just realized that i'm more than halfway through.
60. but still far from a hundred.
61. i don't think i have anything else to type.
62. my life isn't interesting anyway.
63. i'll keep crapping.
64. i like to say oh crap.
65. ohmygod.
66. i swear.
67. ohgod.
68. crap it, is my favourite.
69. i'm almost there.
70. i hate beatty.
71. i love it all the same.
72. maybe i just love the people.
73. maybe i'll just type the same things.
74. i don't think you'd notice it anyway.
75. i can only cook eggs.
76. i hate thunderstorms.
77. i love fancy cars.
78. but i love music more.
79. i love music more than anything.
80. maybe you don't see it.
81. but i don't care.
82. at least i know it.
83. well i'm almost done.
84. only a bored person would be reading this.
85. i don't care either.
86. i think argentina rocks.
87. the word reminds me of corned beef.
88. and i don't know why.
89. maybe i should type about the things i hate.
90. okay. i hate people who pretend to be depressed.
91. i hate a lot of things.
92. but i don't care.
93. this is making me black.
94. but i don't care either.
95. i'm almost there.
96. and i don't think anyone made it to this point.
97. if you're reading this, you're probably bored.
98. or you love me.
99. as a friend, of course.
100. sayonara goodbye.


7:50 PM
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i was sick.

then i went to playplayplayplayplay.

now i'm sicker.

joy.


7:10 AM
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Friday, June 16, 2006


i just realized that the previous post wouldn't be of any interest to anyone. well, maybe if you were with us you'd have fun reading it. maybe.

okay, i'll talk about yesterday. lauren and i went to the vending machine beside the pool (here at the condominum) and bought lots of crap. JUNKIES(: we weren't really satisfied with what we had so we went to 7eleven and we bought more junk food.

we went home after that and i ate all the junk myself. i finished everything.

then i got sick :D


6:10 AM
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i went out with patricia (K. i'm L:D), leena and percy a while ago. it was so tiring. percy and patricia walk really fast and leena and i were tagging along. patricia and i met up at the bus stop behind the place i stay at then we walked to toa payoh central (it wasn't tiring woooooo!).

we went to mos to eat then walked around toa payoh to look for chucks. they didn't find anything interesting so we went to far east plaza. we looked at all the nice shooooeeessss (chucks, please heh.) and well, converse didn't have percy's size.

so we went to the heeren. leena bought chucks. prettayye ones ;p we went around and ate and took neoprints. haha. standard poses. ahh well. i don't have much neoprints like some girls do. i know some people who take neoprints every day. shocking, isn't it? bleahh.

walked to meridien after that. "damn tiring sia!" heh. then we walked to plaza singapura and looked at the guitars. LOVELOVELOVE. haha. we went to swensen's and ate the giant earthquake. YUMMAYYE(: percy, leena and i played with the dry ice. it was mad.

we went to citylink so patricia could buy sandals. from urbansomething. haha.

then we went to suntec. we were freaking tired! suntec is TOO BIG. percy wanted chucks too. so we went to the converse shop there and percy FINALLYFINALLYFINALLY bought the chucks that she wanted. they both changed into the shoes and we were all wearing chucks. it was strange in a cute way. we took a shuttle to city hall mrt. TIRED LIKE HELL.

they all went to my house to eat dinner.

I'M SO TIRED. MY FEET HURT.


5:50 AM
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006


i was at the playground with jeremy a while ago. two little kids were there and one of them stuck out his middle finger at jeremy. i saw it. I SAW IT. and i got really angry. i stared at the kid really hard and scolded him. when he did it AGAIN, i went near him and scolded him again. jeremy didn't do anything. and i HATE kids like that stupid boy. i also hate it when people bother jeremy. okay, so he's special. so he isn't normal. SO?! respect him, why don't you?

i'm still angry at that stupid boy. i'm so gonna be mean to him.

i was never good with little kids.


11:50 PM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006


TEOHGUAN, the results you wanted:

Australia 3 - Japan 1

USA 0 - Czech Republic 3

Italy 2 - Ghana 0

so sad Japan lost. x(


6:03 PM
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Sunday, June 11, 2006


Your Luck Quotient: 49%

You have an average luck quotient.
There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.
You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.
So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.
How Lucky Are You?



Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"

You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you

Your flirting style: friendly and sweet

What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance

Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?




You Are Socks!

Cozy and warm... but easily lost.
You make a good puppet.
What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?




You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.
You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.
You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it!

You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.
What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
aww man. i wanted cookie dough.



You Are 53% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!
How Vain Are You?

umm. WHAT?!

I AM BORED



1:30 AM
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i am so bored. i don't have anything to do here at home. i can't go out today cos i have to spend time with jeremy. but he never listens to me. so what's the point of staying home? urgghh. i'm only allowed to go out on weekdays. and i usually sleep in on weekdays. then i eat. then i bum around. so yeah. well, right now? i'm freaking bored.

oh no. i'm chewing on my shirt again. a habit i developed just recently. dunno why. teoh guan says cos i'm a cat. diiiaaooo. then he'll scold me cos i have no self-control. pffsh. okay it's a VERY BAD HABIT.

oh yeah. i remembered last thursaday. anyway. after the sph thing, samantha, marissa and i went to school to put ms elizabeth tan's stuff in her cupboard. when we entered, mr singh was scolding some boys. so we went in. and when we went out, mr singh was like, "you come in you come out donno why never tell me!" (in that super funny accent) you could tell that he was annoyed. i was behind the two of them and i had to go to him and explain why. then he said, "your hair is all over your face! do you have a hair pin or do you want me to get a safety pin for you?" !!!!!!!! safety pin? okayy. no one uses that for the hair. it was a bad hair day, alright? i woke up late for camp. hehe.

after that we went to the bus stop to go to tp interchange. we saw the group of ncc land guys. from sec 2n2. they call me ACCIDENT. cos one time i was with yuling and yixin and we saw that same group of guys. they were kinda walking ahead of us and they were punching the pillars and one of them punched a window. it didn't break or anything. the window belonged to a daycare centre and the owner came out. she was shouting "who hit the window? own up! i will call mr singh if you do not own up!" no one said anything. so yixin, yuling and i just walked away. then she shouted and told us to stay there. umm. okaaay. the guys started coming up with stupid lies. then yixin said "it was me, ok. a guy pushed me and my head hit the window." the auntie said are you sure, blablabla. she kept on saying crap and threatening to call mr singh. i was getting really, really pissed and she kept on crapping. so i just screamed "it was an accident," and the guys all looked at me. she let us off after i screamed at her. i don't really care. so yeah, that's how accident came up.

my mom wants me to accompany her to look for shops that sell cheap stuff. i'm so tired of shopping. suntec is really boring to me now. there aren't any nice shops. ugghh. i'm still bored even though i typed a lot. maybe less bored. but still bored. oh well.


12:32 AM
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Saturday, June 10, 2006


i watched the opening of the world cup. it was cool haha. i only watched the first match then i became really sleepy so yeah, i didn't watch the second.

England 4 - 2 Costa Rica
number 5 of costa rica is hot.

Poland 0 - 2 Ecuador
....okaaayy.....

i'm gonna watch the one later at 9pm :DDDDDD


7:57 PM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006


i had the camp thing today. it's a bit boring. but i met the nathan guy who won teenage icon. he's so cute! not in the ugly but adorable way. it was okay.. his singing, i mean. after that marissa, samantha and i went to toa payoh central. we saw viona and liying and their other friend (dunno who she is but i see her in school all the time). we ate in mcdonald's (the one next to courts) and i saw daniel and his friends there. when we left mcdonald's daniel kept on looking outside the window and saying bye. haha it was funny. so after that we went home. i took 231 (white plate, man heh) and there were two guys sitting at the corner. they took 231 too. they kept on glancing at me and it was really freaky. one guy went to me and said "my friend wants your number, is it okay if you give it? he wants to make friends with you" well. he could talk to me. but anyway i didn't give my number. c'mon only idiots would do that! ahh well. why would they want to make friends with me anyway. pfsh. i was going down the next bus stop. who cares. then i saw them waving at me. so i was like, "............................" heh. the guy was cute. heeeheee.


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Thursday, June 01, 2006


WOAH LOOK WHAT I FOUND.


get a load of this.jpg


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I'M GONNA TYPE LIKE THIS. COS IT'S NICE. MY SISTER LEFT FOR THE PHILIPPINES YESTERDAY. IT WAS SAD. SHE HAD TO LEAVE THE HOUSE LIKE, 5 IN THE MORNING. SHE WOKE ME UP. WELL, KINDA. I WAS HALF-ASLEEP. AND SHE HUGGED ME. SHE CRIED! THEN SHE TOLD EVERYONE THAT I CRIED FIRST. BUT NO, SHE CRIED AND I DIDN'T CRY AT ALL. SO YEAH, I DIDN'T CRY. MY RELATIVES CAME TO SINGAPORE LAST THURSDAY AND THEY LEFT TODAY. WE WENT TO THE BIRDPARK. AND OTHER TIRING PLACES. I'M SO TIRED. MY MOM IS LEAVING ON THE THIRTEENTH SO IT'S GONNA BE ME, MY DAD AND JEREMY. MY DAD, JEREMY AND I. WHATEVER. OH, AND MY MAID. I HAVE THAT CAMP THING ON 6, 7, 8. WITH BRENDA, MARISSA AND SAMANTHA. WAAAHH. I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY. MAYBE I SHOULD WAKE UP LATE THEN I DON'T HAVE TO GO FOR THE THING. BUT MR YEO WILL SCOLD ME. AHH, I'LL JUST GO FOR THE THING. BRENDA AND YULING ARE COMING OVER ON THE NINTEENTH. THEY'RE GONNA MESS UP MY HOUSE. HAHA. FIVE DAYS, MAN. THAT'S SO LONG. MY SISTER DOESN'T WANT BRENDA TO SLEEPOVER COS BRENDA BULLIES HER. HAHA. IT'S REALLY CUTE WHEN THE TWO OF THEM ARGUE. AHH. I STILL HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO. THERE'S THE STUPID SCIENCE PROJECT. I'M DOING IT WITH BRENDA AND YULING. AHHH CRAP. I DON'T WANNA DO MY HOMEWORK BUT OH. I HAVE TO. THERE'S ENGLISH HOMEWORK TOO. I HAVEN'T TOUCHED MY BOOKS. I DON'T DARE TO LOOK AT THEM. I'M CHATTING WITH WEN HUI RIGHT NOW. AND WE'RE ARGUING OVER THE REAL MEANING OF CUTE. IT COULD BE 'UGLY BUT ADORABLE' OR WHATEVER. HE'S LIKE, 'I CAN'T BE CUTE!' AND I'M LIKE, 'WHY?' THEN HE SAID 'COS I CAN'T BE UGLY BUT ADORABLE!' OH BOY. I CHECKED THE DICTIONARY. IT MEANS PRETTY OR ATTRACIVE. SO THERE. OKAY, NOW HE SAYS HE'S FUGLY. WTH. I'M GONNA LET HIM EMOTE. LALALA. OKAY NOW HE THINKS HE'S WORSE LOOKING. COS PEOPLE SAY HE'S HIPHOP, EMO AND GOTH. MAN! HE LOOKS FINE. YOU CAN'T BE GOTH AND HIPHOP AT THE SAME TIME. THAT'S SO.. WEIRD. 'DARLING' IS AN ANNOYING WORD. 'DARDAR' IS EVEN WORSE. IT'S SOO. IT CREEPS ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEE.


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