Teachers' Day celebration was fun. We had the ACES Day thing too. And I didn't expect my class to win something. We actually won something.
We NEVER win anything.
Right?
Well, the Kitkat tasted ugly. I prefer the original one *hinthint*
Haha. After getting my progress report card, I went home.
I did quite okay. Well, not really. I nearly flunked literature again. Cos of the DRAMA thing. Argh, I hate drama! I got a C5 okay. And that's really bad. AT LEAST I PASSED RIGHT.
Heh.

So I went home. :DDDDD
I met up with my mom in koufu. Then I saw Monica, Liyuan and and and. I don't know her name but anyway x)
I'm having a headache now.
Doesn't hurt as much as the others anyway.
I get them all the time.
I should have my eyes checked soon.
I'm flying to the Philippines tomorrow ;D
And I'm like, so excited to see my cousins. The last time I saw them was quite a long time. So yes, I'm excited. I haven't finished packing though.

And last night was my longest sleep EVER. I slept at 5 pm. And I woke up at like, 5 am to meet up with the monitors and all. SO COOL RIGHT?
Say it's cool.
Say it's cool I slept for twelve hours straight.
SAY IT!!

Well, today was fun *winkwink* XD

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

For someone special.

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We had lunch in central. And I got a new phone.
I wanted the motorola v3i phone.
So it was either that or the w550i.
Motorola was more expensive.
So yeah.

Brenda, look at the bright side. I can send songs now :D
Yuling, you too.
HAHA ;D

Goodnight, people.
School tomorrow, crap. I'll have cca. And I'll have to listen to the Patrick guy again. Dang baby.

Who knew?<3

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I went out yesterday. With my mom, sister and jeremy :D
We went to Takashimaya and I was having this painful migraine. We were in kinokuniya that time and i was practically pulling my hair. It hurt. A lot. Don't get me wrong, I didn't manage to yank my head out but it DID hurt. The pulling, I mean. So my mom bought me a box of panadols. I was okay after that x)

We ate dinner in Coffee Club.
And it's like, good.
You DO realize that the food is good, right?
Yeah, if I could do only one thing for the rest of my life..
I'd EAT XD
I had mudpie for dessert. Okay, I love mudpie. I'm sorry it's so good.
My brother accidentally broke one of the wine glasses and he got water all over his pants.
He felt damn embarrassed so he just sat there and closed his eyes. He wanted to cry!
I was laughing my head off.
It was bloody hilarious.
I even took a picture :D I'm not a really good older sister. This is how he looked:

I laugh at the smallest things.
It's okay, you can call me strange :D

Well, I gotta go for mass now. Loves :)

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This is the song. Snow Patrol -How To Be Dead
Awww :D

Please don't go crazy if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened and you never will
If you don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours til i'm sure what I want
But darlin' I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up, I won't stop. No way.

Please keep your hands down and stop raising your voice
It's hardly what i'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion, can you give me some time?
So just say yes or no, why can't you shoulder the blame?
Cos' both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said. Oh my God.

Please take it easy, it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes that you've listed so far
Baby let me explain something, it's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking them and not a lot else
It seems i've stepped over lines you've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definately out
Doctor Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

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Finding myself,
And a place i've never been.
I don't know myself
Or anyone else.
I can dream about the past
Or I can just let it go.
I lost track of time 5 days ago.

What is it about you,
That makes me want to stay?
Is it all the love
Or is it just the pain?

Don't leave me now
We've come too far.
Just to set our eyes on any old star.
And i'll ride on clouds,
Till you come down.
Just promise me you'll always leave the ground.

In the driver's seat
Is my self-esteem.
Where I know
That the heart should be.
Cleaning off these shelves to
Show you how i've changed.
If all goes well tonight,
We'll call for rain.

Moving past the past that
slow is to speeds.
Hoping that our love cede
our insecurities.

Don't leave me now
We've come too far.
Just to set our eyes on any old star.
And i'll ride on clouds,
Till you come down.
Just promise me you'll always leave the ground.

Finding myself, finding myself, finding myself.
I'm finding myself, finding myself, find yourself.

Running in circles
it's you i'm thinking of.
And if you don't want to talk
then this isn't love.
New destination,
I'll say my goodbyes.
I'll fight back time to you,
At least i know we tried.

Don't leave me now
We've come too far.
Just to set our eyes on any old star.
And i'll on clouds,
Till you come down.
Just promise me you'll always leave the ground.

Don't leave me now
We've come too far.
Just to set our eyes on any old star.
And i'll ride on clouds,
Till you come down.
Just promise me you'll always leave the ground.

Sad that radio blog doesn't have this song.
I bet you thought I wrote this. Heh. No.
Anyway, it's by This Day And Age.
LONG WALK HOME.

Ciao.
I've got a colour wheel to do.
I'll be posting pictures soon.
So YAY :D

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I'm more than halfway through english. YEAH BABY :D
I still have to type out more crap and print out everything. And I don't know why I have to let the world know. Who cares?
I care !!
And you should start caring too x)

do you care now?
really?
sure?
:D yay. i'm frickin lame :x
short post.

BYE PEOPLE :D
sugarrush.

Nice song. <3


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Just got back from dinner.
I'M SOO TIRED. Jeremy's watching Dinosaurs on vcd and it's boring. This is like, the millionth (no, I'm NOT exaggerating) time. And it's only now that I realized it's past eleven.
We had church then had dinner in New York. I don't know if that's the name of the restaurant but anyway. It's the one in Citylink :D

I'm so full. And I want more mudpie ;p
And I wanna sleep.
ZZZzzzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzZ.
Heh.

GOODNIGHT :D

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Yesterday was so cool.

After dismissal, Chloe bought me bubble tea. There were like, nine of us who had bubble tea and eight of us were planning to attack Samantha with the pearls (haha). Samantha was like "Patricia, I wanna go home cos I think they'll shoot me. It's so obvious."
PAT: Don't go home, pleaaase?
SAM: You aren't the one they're gonna shoot, right?
PAT: But it's fun! Just shout SHOOT ME!

And I think I said SHOOT ME really, really loud. You get it, right? I had disgusting pearls stuck all over my shirt. And it's not easy flicking them off. It was fun screaming around though. I was running all over like some moron (+pearls) who just got out of the mental. Okay, mean but still.

We played volleyball in the gallery after that and I went home. I missed my curfew and now I have to go home right after classes everyday (except for cca days) for two weeks.
Oh well :D
I really, really have to be more aware of time anyway :x

My DAD just arrived from the Phils and he's staying here over the weekend. Yay ness.
I'm going to the bookstore later to buy another book.
Oh, and I seriously have to work on that English portfolio :x
I can't sms cos I've got zero ka-chings. I can't receive any either.
Same goes to calls.

I'll blog some other time.
To YOU KNOW WHO, please ignore the previous post?
I was cross. Sorry.

PEARLS ARE YUMMY.

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I don't know what's gotten into people these days.
Specifically, my friends?
A few of them, at least. I don't know why I'm blogging about my readers. I just can't not write about it.
You're nice to me. And that was great. Next thing, you snap outta your usual self and transform into this complete schizo. You made me cry.
Come on, I didn't know friends had last chances.
And you tell me over the phone that I JUST used up my last chance?
Well, so much for being friends. I'm not angry at you.
I'm hurt.
And you know why?
I don't think you do.
Cos you all lied to me. I already knew the truth. My point is you lied to me.
You asked me why I bother asking you.
I ask you why you bother LYING! You still won't admit it?
We swore to each other we'd tell each other everything.
I don't expect it to be EVERYTHING. It's about me.
Nothing that serious. Why won't you tell me?
Why do you have to lie to me?
I thought we were open to each other.
You see, that's another problem. I THOUGHT.
But was I wrong? I guess so.
I HATE that phone call. Do you know how HURT I felt?
I wanna call you my best friend.
I love spending time with you.
BUT WHY GIVE LAST CHANCES?
True friends? Give me a break.
I can't believe this is actually happening. We're arguing over the smallest things. And all of a sudden, I've got a last chance. And all of a sudden, it's used up.
And all of a sudden, I feel horrible.
THE WORLD DOES NOT STOP.
I thought you were a real friend.
I thought.
SO YOU SEE THAT MY LIFE IS A BOWL OF CHERRIES.
What a bad case of PMS. No, it's not PMS for you. Now I know your true colours.
And do you know how much my parents LOVE you?
They treat you as their own.
And I have a freaking last chance.
And that last chance is used up.
Because of one minor logical pissoff.
I want to tell you now how much I hate that.
How pointless this all is.
I wanna talk to you.
But I can't.
Why?
Cos my last chance is used up.

Thanks for being my friend.
May you live a long, happy life.

PAT;

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I HAD TO.

SORRY.

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I'm PISSED.
I'm SAD.
I'm CONFUSED.
I'm FURIOUS.
I'm SO UPSET WITH YOU.

WHAT HAPPENED?
DON'T ASK ME.
I DON'T KNOW !
EVERYTHING WAS GOING ALRIGHT. UNTIL YOU CALLED.
WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED ANYWAY.
YOU GOT YOURSELF INTO THIS.
MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT.
MAYBE THIS IS THE END.
I DON'T KNOW.
MAYBE. I'M REALLY CONFUSED NOW.
I HOPE I UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED SOON.
COS I MIGHT MAKE UP MY MIND.
AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING.
I'M REALLY UPSET NOW.
YOU TALK TO MY FRIENDS. BUT YOU CAN'T TALK TO ME?
YOU TELL THEM.
BUT YOU CAN'T TELL ME?
I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS SHIT.
YOU'RE BEING AN ASSHOLE.
I DON'T WANNA CARE ANYMORE.
BUT I STILL DO.
AND IT SUCKS.

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I'm having really bad cramps.
I went out today.
My sister and I went to Toys R Us and it was kinda fun. We looked at all the cutsie tootsie toys and crap. I think I stood at the candy section for the longest time. I just stared. And stared.
And now my sister wants a SEA MONKEY. Like why would you want a sea monkey.
Honey, you're sixteen and you want a sea monkey. Something ain't right.
We went to Esplanade and took pictures. I'm gaining weight during their stay. Seriously, I'm eating a lot. It's dumb, okay. I gained like 2 kilos.
I'm really tired now.
My cramps ain't making me feel any better.
And reading what you wrote ain't making me feel better either.
I wanna sleep.
I wanna shut myself from reality.
Even for just a while.

I'm sorry.
Really sorry.

baby, I love you.

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My grandmom, grandaunt and aunt are here.
They're funny to hang out with.
Good company, heh.
Well. I'm just trying to settle things between my mom and I. We're okaying, which is great. I really don't wanna argue anymore.
Okay, yay, we're okaying.

I had a nap a while ago. It lasted for four hours. And I did not like it. I don't remember the last time I actually enjoyed a nap. OHWELL. I can't send messages. Cos. Cos. I don't know :x
I know but yeah. Go figure.
Figured?
Tell me :D

Stupid Firefox won't show my blog properly. I can't even blog properly. I shall use IE again and that like sucks. Okay, it doesn't suck. I don't know why I said it sucks. What the heck. Never mind. Forget I even said it sucks. You know, I could just backspace all the way but no.
Deal with it, baby.

I won't be sleeping until around um.. midnight? Hah, is that early? I usually sleep at ten during weekdays. And that's good, okay :D Sleeping is nice. And I mean the one when you wake up in the morning. So yeah. I'll probably sleep at midnight or something.

I don't know what to blog about now.
Standard procedure.
Ciao.

I don't know what'll happen tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after that.
I'm still not okay?
I don't know.
I don't know.


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Happy birthday, Singapore.

I just changed my skin. I was tired of the previous one, anyway.
So many things are running through my head.
Things I don't even want to think of are.
Things I never thought I'd be thinking of are.
I've been feeling down lately.
It's not nice, yeah.

I was banned from using the computer that night.
Password changed and all.
I wrote every little thing on paper.
It sucked, writing. I missed the keyboard a lot.
I used up eight pages. I was bloody angry, yeah.

I don't think I'll transfer everything here. It'd probably take forever.
So I won't. And you wouldn't want to read it anyway.
TOO LONG.

I'm not okay.

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I'm through with you.

I hope :x

Anyway.. I think I'll be going on hiatus soon. Well, I'm not exactly sure. But I have an idea when. I don't really feel like blogging now so I might as well end here.

Sayonara.

Eyes are red &tears are shed.

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I can't get over the past.
The question is..

DO I WANT TO?

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I'M JUST YOUR REVERIE?

why are you doing this to me.

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Georgia, coffee is fine. I'm just not addicted to it as much as you are.
Well, I'm not addicted to it.

Yesterday was bloody tiring. I played volleyball with:
Yu Ling
Nadiah
Starnia
Samantha
Teoh Guan
Mr. Tan (GM)
Isabella
Some other guys.

Mr Tan bloody calls me AMK. He was influenced by the stupid guys in my class. Well at least he didn't hear rojak. (AMK= ang mo kia)

I went cat-watching after that.
CREEPY !
But fun.
I met up with my yaya (caregiver) and jeremy at McDonald's. There are two outlets in tpy central, right. Anyway, I was supposed to meet her at home, but I don't know why I just went ahead.
I told her to meet me at the one beside Courts.
Like what the heck.
I was sitting inside and I practically fell asleep on my bag.
She texted me that she was still AT HOME waiting for me. I didn't know that. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET THERE.
Okay, so I was asleep. Then she called. Then my phone went
BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZT.
Just in case you don't know, that's the vibration alert. So I woke up.
And she had a beaauutiful message saying that she was ALREADY at McDonald's.
The one next to mos.

WONDERFUL ;D

I was bloody tired and sleepy at that time.
Rather grouchy.
So we ate.
And went home.

I slept at like, ten. And woke up at like, eight. And took ages to haul myself out of bed.
I'm VERY OKAY now.

I don't know if I should say what I wanna say here. Type what I wanna type.
Whatever. Never mind.
I'll post about something that would interest you next time.
Or perhaps, never?
Like what the heck.

So, bye.

PS. I LOVE YOU.

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<3

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